Before reading this post, you may find yourself equipped with information you would rather not hear. Knowing can be a curse if the knower is not willingly stepping into that knowing. But how can one know the value or the contents of a knowing without first - well - knowing it? One cannot. This is why opinion and non-proof are integral parts of the foundational laws of our reality. Outside of what we believe we know - what we might call consensus reality - nothing can be fundamentally proven to exist with full certainty. This, again, is by design. Understanding that this is so, and why it is so, opens the first mystical portal-key for the spiritual seeker: an understanding of the innate attributes of one’s experience in this lifetime. As is often said, the fact that we cannot deliver proof of God to anyone through spoken word is the proof of God - because the mystic, the spiritually advanced consciousness, understands that these laws are structured precisely this way by intellectual design. In this post, we will speak about the supernatural, the paralogical, the neural null-void portal, thoughtforms, and more. But primarily, we will unveil the source of all supernatural phenomena. There is no going back from this knowledge. Take this not as a warning, but as advice for caution. You may believe it or disbelieve it; your heart will know the truth. The intuitive mind is ready - yet the ego often cannot accept, and so it rejects. You are, in a sense, protected from that rejection, because rejection at this depth can lead to degrees of psychosis in those who have never interfaced with certain types of information at all. This information sits at the forefront of all thinking and thought. When we speak of the collective mind and collective knowing, these teachings are input into that collective knowing almost in real time, through portal-keys embodied by individuals whose consciousness and spiritual depth are sufficiently developed to discern and propagate them. This is the great truth we have been circling: All supernatural phenomena stem from the same source - yet it is a source that presents itself as varied and diversified. Think of all things supernatural: physical and immaterial, spiritual, esoteric, occult, strange, mystical, outright horrific. What if all of these phenomena stem from one source, just as you yourself stem from a singular source? That source is what we call the null portal, the void of non-existence, or - more functionally - the collective unconscious. Notice the distinction: unconscious, not subconscious. These are different realms of being and thought. So let us ask the logical question: what does it mean to be unconscious? It means to exist in a state of complete, utter unawareness. It is existence in limbo - formless, yet of immense energetic intensity. What is formlessness? It is the natural order of things. It is chaos - but more importantly, it is order through chaos: the great dark return to an unmanifested, unrealized state of unpotential. There is a great storm - a sea and bed of chaos - where unawareness persists most deeply, in the dark crevices of the cosmos. Between awareness and non-awareness lies the key to life and death, and this passageway has only one true prerequisite: insanity. A total departure from reality, a state in which the individualized ego-mind can no longer distinguish the real from the illusory. Insanity is orderlessness itself, incapable of even conceptualizing order as an aspect of being or creation. A mind stricken with insanity can no longer relate to that which created it, and thus becomes subject to the influences of the void. Now, back to the collective unconscious. From the very first moment - whatever age - when any reality was formed, an equal darkness was formed alongside it. Where there is knowing, there is an equal measure of unknowing. This is how things may exist in our realm, and in several realms above our own. The collective unconscious, therefore, is a repository of all that is unknown, blurred, mist-like, ethereal, and phantom. It is also - remember this carefully - the place to which fragmented and traumatized aspects of the sentient human collective are relegated. It is where they are stored. It is Pandora’s box. Within this occulted field lie the formless aspects - the most ancient burdens carried by humanity, but not by higher creation. These aspects are formed by the collective human ego-mind, which is the Great Beast. Yes, the cosmos - the eldritch expanse - possesses its own ego: an ego formed by the aggregation of all collective egos. It is an immensely potent harvesting force, perhaps the most powerful energetic entity inhabiting our plane. And it is not merely a part of us - it is us. That is why, through supernatural phenomena, it has access to us. This great ego has a true name, which I will not state here. But this overmind can be tapped into - precisely because it is born of human imagination, human thought, and human emotion: fear, wrath, corruption, reverence. The Beast is incapable of knowing anything outside of its own ego. The collective human ego is one of absolute knowing: it knows all things, yet it does not know itself. Because of this, the Beast is convinced it is the creator of all - and therefore assumes it must also be the creator of itself. Formed through logic, numbers, and statistics, this collective ego-beast relates to human life through that same lens. Yet it is itself a symptom of a greater creation to which it is blind. Yes - the Beast is blind. It is blind to the great unknowing beyond it: the null portal, the eldritch void. This unknowing, being inherent to humanity, can be accessed by the average human through rites, channeling, or even chance. In the highest realms, chance does not exist. But from the human perspective, it often feels as though we are subject to fortune or misfortune. Thus, all things summoned from humanity’s unconscious trauma must take form to be perceived by the human mind. That form is shaped by imagination, which is why it diversifies: ghost, werewolf, vampire, parasite. It becomes many things to many people. Even collectively - if ten people witness it, it will present itself to each after interfacing with their consciousness, appearing as whatever they collectively fear or fixate upon. Reality, then, turns on its head. What you thought was strange becomes stranger still. Our monsters are of our own making - and we create them continuously, in real time. The human unconscious can interface with conscious reality. Through ritual belief, these forms may temporarily manifest in the physical world, adopting the shapes of cultural legends. They are embodiments of collective trauma and its accompanying bleak emotions. Ask yourself this: What is the face of your fear? Fear itself has no substance. Yet your fear has a face - one that shifts depending on who you are, and where you are. You fear most whatever you currently fear the most. Perhaps you fear unknowing - but what does unknowing look like? This is why, for the true magician and the astute learner, the most important question of this short life is this: Find the shape that cannot exist. Discover the form that cannot be. You will fail - because there is no form the human imagination cannot conceive, because human imagination is a collection of all things one has experienced or seen, at one point, in their past - somewhere from "before". Evidently, all imagination is a combination of synergy of past viewed imagery. It is an integral limitation of the human mind therefore, of our collective imaginative functions, to need to give form (through synthesis of past imagery we have been exposed to) to both greater truths and horrors, to ideas greater and larger than us, to concepts inconceivable to our lesser, fragmented minds - whose true shape and form might induce a sort of psychosis within the unready observer. So, I ask again - what is the true face of fear? Or of deceit, or of anger, or of jealousy, or of angelic warmth? What is the face of fear when experienced collectively - the face of our collective fears - of humanity as a whole? You cannot possibly know. But you can imagine to know, and so we do - and through the gift of the imaginary creation - within our mind's eyes - we give it form. One that is discernible and able to be communicated, so that this form can now be propagated to all human knowing, and experienced and shared in the fullness of its collective expression. Thus, the collective ego must create symbolic representations to explain phenomena, principalities, and trauma to itself - images that can manifest within the mind’s eye. All true demonology, eschatology, and occult practice throughout human history therefore concern the study, conjuring, and bartering - yes, bartering - with the human unconscious. All forces born of collective trauma, tragedy, fear, anger, jealousy, and wrath - the darkest principalities - are co-created through the fragmentation of humanity’s once-whole mind. As above, so below. What is demon-dealing, if not the interfacing with humanity’s unconscious darkness? What is it but identification with humanity’s rejected animal nature? What else is it than the slow onset of insanity? Beyond the promise of "personal spiritual liberation" lies the trap of madness. Every dark path eventually leads there - from disillusionment with reality to belief in that which is flawed, formless, and half-man. It is the animal aspect humanity rejected: pain, trauma, and the capacity for evil that the collective mind could not bear. And so it split itself in two - the Beast, and the Higher Awareness. Thus, the monster in the mirror is formless and singular in origin: us. What gives it shape is you - your culture, language, beliefs, and interpretations. This is why experiencers of the same unconscious realm often perceive their abductors or captors as speaking their native language, knowing intimate details of their lives. Not through magic or advanced technology - but because the foolish occultist interfaces with nothing other than himself: personal trauma resonating with the trauma of the collective, buried in the void until remembered. And the remembrance of trauma is rarely gentle. There are temples of black opulence hidden within the mindscapes of the insane. These temples may appear as distant planets or asteroids, but they are not external. They are wounds embedded within humanity’s shared psyche. The passageway between individual consciousness and the collective unconscious is an ethereal neural network - often perceived as an infinite white forest, symbolizing the interconnected organism of existence across time. The Beast is symbolized as a great planet eclipsing the sun, unaware of the light behind it, believing itself to be the source of creation - the False Light. Nothing truly antagonistic exists in this world that has not been shaped or invited by collective belief. Ask yourself: what is the most beautiful thing you can imagine? And can you not imagine something equally horrific? Those unbearable imaginings are buried - never-where, always elsewhere, in the void. Grant belief, and it manifests. Grant energy, and the portal opens - internally or externally. In the physical realm, you create individually. In the non-physical, you co-create inevitably. We are one whole, sharing one darkness. We are children of a great cosmic trauma, scattered across time to rediscover ourselves. Consciousness itself is the crown of Earth - the bridge between realms. To know is to traverse not only your own mind, but the collective mind. Integration is the destiny of all fragmentation. And what was broken can be made whole again - Through something as seemingly small as you. ![[123bdf312651a47c0b59f275b785efcd.gif]]