My friends think it sad to know that good does not always prevail in this world. For the most part - no-good prevails. Not evil - because one has to have substance and the ability to stand for something to be truly evil. But good-for-nothingness. But in the realm above ours... A very large proponent of one's awakening is the dawning of this realisation. When all hope is broken and shattered - this is when the true conscious journey towards the higher realms begins. If you wish to find yourself on warmer shores - first you must brave the storm. Most humans have potential for eventual awakening and conscious thought. But at least 90% are hard asleep. They are unable to conceptualise the basic concepts of empathy and beauty. The greatest mistake you can make in this dark and wretched world is to assume that this isn't so. The price of your awakening? Ten years of loneliness. To bring about your path to energetic awakening, meditate on these truths: 1) All prophecies are cyclical, on all levels - macro, mezzo and micro. 2) All humans are portals to other realms. All humans are open channels involuntarily, by default. 3) Attitude reshapes matter. Many think that awakening is about awakening to your realest self. But in truth it is about becoming aware that there is something else, something beyond the self that also inhabits this vessel - who speaks in symbols and meanings and guides through conscience and intuition. Why speak through symbols? Because the self isn't ready for the full truth. Because the full truth means the end of ego-based individuation. It is the death of the illusory self, or all that we think we are in the form of ego. ![[IMG_2722.jpeg]] When great stress is present, the soul upgrades collectively. We quantum leap into new consciousness and understanding. This increase causes a 'second coming' effect which I describe as - "a strong and sudden inner awakening to one's voice of conscience". Consider its effects. What do you trust more - your own two eyes or the fact that it will happen? I ask you, earnestly, who is to blame for your awakening? The flooding of emotion, every rock and moss you hold onto. You asked to know the heart of magic but its heart is that of never having known. Whatever you will want will serve as your prison. What you have learnt - you cannot unlearn without great trauma and pain. The burning of your every past. Fragmentation is not by choice, but by necessity. Every flood that's buried you - you've summoned it. Called its secret name. Careful what you wish for, maybe. Careful what you're willing to believe, perhaps. Careful what you're willing to find out, foremost. The cost of truth is in its permanence. "Awakening" sounds nice, but it means: You're tired when everyone's energized. You're on fire when the world is asleep. You miss out on things that matter. You're there when it doesn't matter anymore. Everyone's loud when you need quiet. You're silenced when you want to be loud. Not because you're misaligned with the world, but because the world is misaligned with itself. When you feel the pace, rhythm and heartbeat of the Earth, you also understand that others find their comfort by distancing themselves from it. The masses ride the dissonant waves. The freshly awakened man must understand that the concept of becoming whole is just another form of broken. In this transitional, post-awakening phase - old motivators, willpower, drive and zest for life is lost. This stage will last until he confesses to his broken state. *How can someone admit they are broken - to themselves?* By admitting that you no longer hold a meaning and purpose. You no longer have to survive because you know that your survival is guaranteed.