Listen very carefully to what I tell you - You can ONLY go as FAR as your SPIRITUAL DEVELOPMENT allows. The people who fall into DARKNESS are not SPIRITUALLY DEVELOPPED enough, their CONSCIOUSNESS cannot hold the full weight of TRUTH. That is why they are relegated to the (lesser) ego-mind experience, and they should remain in this experience until they are READY. Do not ever do drugs, psychedelics. Stay away from these realms unless you have had visions from when you were a child - your lessons and your journey are in this realm first. Sobriety is the greatest drug, psychedelic, spiritual enhancer. Sobriety, in and of itself, is a cheat code. Life, in and of itself, is the cheat code for divinity. It is a point of perfect balance from which all worlds and mind-states are made accessible. Nepsis for the soul. Weed makes you impulsive, anxious and gives you violent thoughts long-term, no matter who you are. It's called a gateway drug not because it's a gateway for you - but because gateways work both ways. Any sort of nihilism, depression, need to break/destroy things you might be experiencing is most likely caused by cannabis use. Paranoia, unexplained night sweats, feeling distant from your body, loss of purpose and most importantly depression and hopelessness. It takes several years usually to detox. ![[Pasted image 20260404223810.png]]